DaLaM hAtI aDa TaMAn

sometimes i wonder, is there such  thing as a good and bad decision? i mean, it is a decision, you have to choose either one ( in case you have two), so by choosing one, you wont get to know what will happen to you and your life if you chose the other.
i remember when i was in lower form, there was this one poem called " The Road Not Taken" included in our text book.
it was a poem that lies on making a decision theme and its consequences . if we were to take this one path, we'll  never get to know what will we experienced if we took the other.
back then i never really cared about that poem, about what it really signifies, about how it is going to resemble my life after i had grown up, because life back then was so much easier. there were not much a decision-making that i have to make.

but now, after all these years, and being a grown up i am, i guess there's so much about this poem that had made me asking myself again.

"DID I REGRETTED THAT DECISION?"  "AM I SATISFIED WITH IT?"  " DOES THAT MAKE ME FEEL HAPPY?"

i've been thinking about all of these from the moment i made my decision.
and you know what? some of the decisions i had made DO make me feel regret..

and sometimes i DO feel not contented and satisfied with the very decision that i had made.

but, honestly, above all that,
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I FEEL HAPPY.

yes, i am happy with my life right now.because there's always hikmah in everything. Allah's plans are the best. Allah's plans are always better and greater than ours. and i always believe that there's always a way to get onto something, if Allah's will.

i have the greatest family in this entire world, why would not i feel happy??
and i have people that i loved and loved me back,
i am studying at one of the best institutions in this country,
i am learning with the best people in their field,
i am living a comfortable and stable life right now,
i have friends that are always there for me whenever i needed them..

and most importantly, and primarily, i have ALLAH at my side.
so why wouldnt i feel happy??

there's so much to ask from this life,
but for me, what i have right now is already enough,
and there's nothing that i could have wanted more
so yeah, this life i have right here,
it completed me. and i treasure it so very much
Alhamdulillah Ya Allah..

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps the better claim Because it was grassy and wanted wear, Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I marked the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I, I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference.