What's Next???

Bismillah..

Oh boy. a lot of things has been going on in my life lately. but most and foremost is.. I have officially completed my degree!!! yayy!! who knows man? who knows? i mean like seriously. it feels like only yesterday i was going to lab and conducting lab works, mintak barang dari puan azmira, terkejar-kejar nak buat labwork sebab tak nak miss lunch time (eating is a compulsory activity no matter how busy i would become), bunuh tikus, tarik paru-paru tikus, homogenate paru-paru tikus and separuh mati make sure takde buat silap bila buat kerja kat lab ppsp time puan ASNIDA hader, sprint up and down naik turun tangge nak pulang kunci lab, buat muka toye (a.k.a carik gaduh) depan budak master everytime masuk lab diorang. GODD. it's been that long alreadyy?? :D who would have belib it?? who knew i could survive??

maann. final year was the toughest period. before this i cant wait to see the day where i finally finished all my lab works, finished presenting my project, finish with viva, and finish submitting my thesis. and now is the time! everything's done! but why am i having this heavy feeling??

two days ago i was fine like an ignorant cat. my mind said what up with the sadness?? its not like we're not going to EVAH see each other again after this? mark invented Facebook. there's intagram and whatnots, so make an effort, and STAY CONNECT!

but that was before, now i was like,

huwarghhhhh I MISS MY FREAKIN' FRIENDS SO FREAKIN' MUCHHH!! WHY WONT THEY GO ONLINE EBERY MINUTE?? WHY DONT THEY POST THEIR LATEST PICTURES EVERY SINGLE HOURR?? WHY??

the house was empty and it emits this uneasy vibes. it makes me want to cryyy. sob2..

and everyone's going home already which means i'm the only one left in this freakish empty houseaaah~~

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OK. that was very immatured. (geleng kepala). so to speak, now that i'm no longer a student (currently) so what;s the next step? when people asked me, the answer would always be, I DONT KNOW. really. however, it's not like i dont have any real plans or two. i do have. in fact, it has already started. the thing is, why i'm still in the dark is because i dont really know which plan am i going to execute first? my top priority is to make mum happy. and after that comes my necessity. so that's what been bugging me ever since.

it's true like they said. real life is challenging. well, i feel it now. it's challenging alright. you're making decisions every single minute. and that's..considering my inability to make one, is very very very friggin effin TOUGH!

so..really. what's going to happen next? i might still have no idea yet. But HE SURELY DOES. Please Allah, guide me through it :). Amiinnnn

-semoga Allah memberkati kita semua-

sejak menganggur banyak masa nak edit gamba selca sendiri okbai


1 Response
  1. hassy chan Says:

    kihkihkih.. hi awak.. kite pn tanam anggur!


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